It’s hard when you live your life thinking about the happiness and sorrow of other people because you keep theirs ahead of yours. You want everything to be best for them even though you have to pass through a horrible experience.
Life becomes so difficult at times because your close one’s happiness is more important to you. And their sorrow makes you more sad.
You are not able to control their lives, but anything that happens in theirs, effects you.
The thing is, sometimes we need to think of ourselves as well. What we want, what we need, what makes us happy.
But life again puts you back in that cycle and you just can’t get out of it.
It’s hard sometimes.
Really hard!